10 things I hate about ME
POSTED ON Monday, April 29, 2013 AT 4:08 AM \\
Sorry for the lack of updates again:/. I will be back soon with a post on my trip to Seoul with X! There won't be many pictures but I will definitely share some useful travel information so stay tuned!
Meanwhile I shall fill up this space with some random tidbits about myself...
10 things I hate about ME:
1) My lousy temper. I think everyone, including my readers know that I have a bad temper and it's not something I'm proud of. I fly off the handle easily and I say/do a lot of hurtful stuff to people around me whenever that happens. I've been trying to change, I've toned down a lot these past 2 years and I hope I can be even better. I won't ever be the docile, sweet sorta girl but I really will try to be a calmer person.
2) My love for procrastination.
3) My ugly fingernails. They're weak and brittle and break easily.
4) My eyebags. Due to my irregular hours at work I have permanent eyebags and dark eye circles. Concealer is my best friend.
5) My lack of talent in art and music. I can't even doodle. FML.
6) My safe choices in the fashion department. I envy those people who can pull off colors like bright coral, cobalt blue, neon pink and green but I'll stick to black, white and pink thank you very much.
7) My insecurities. I never ever feel that I'm good enough, especially for X. He's smart and kind and nice and he deserves better. I also worry that we don't have enough common interests, and that he may one day find me boring.
8) My terrible posture which has led to scoliosis. That means a curved spine. It's not life threatening, but it's one more imperfection and some degree of backache that I will have to live with.
9) My inability to trust. It's somewhat linked to no.7, but it's also caused by some bad experience in my past relationships with men. I wish I could learn to give my trust wholeheartedly to X but I just can't. My past experience has shaped my belief that men cannot be trusted and I need to protect myself just in case. Because people change and so do feelings.
10) My fear of bugs. I have an insane fear of bugs, big or small. Dragonflies are the worst. I freak out big time and scream like a lunatic even in public whenever I see them. Super unglam LOL.
Ok that's it. Goodbye!
Meanwhile I shall fill up this space with some random tidbits about myself...
10 things I hate about ME:
1) My lousy temper. I think everyone, including my readers know that I have a bad temper and it's not something I'm proud of. I fly off the handle easily and I say/do a lot of hurtful stuff to people around me whenever that happens. I've been trying to change, I've toned down a lot these past 2 years and I hope I can be even better. I won't ever be the docile, sweet sorta girl but I really will try to be a calmer person.
2) My love for procrastination.
3) My ugly fingernails. They're weak and brittle and break easily.
4) My eyebags. Due to my irregular hours at work I have permanent eyebags and dark eye circles. Concealer is my best friend.
5) My lack of talent in art and music. I can't even doodle. FML.
6) My safe choices in the fashion department. I envy those people who can pull off colors like bright coral, cobalt blue, neon pink and green but I'll stick to black, white and pink thank you very much.
7) My insecurities. I never ever feel that I'm good enough, especially for X. He's smart and kind and nice and he deserves better. I also worry that we don't have enough common interests, and that he may one day find me boring.
8) My terrible posture which has led to scoliosis. That means a curved spine. It's not life threatening, but it's one more imperfection and some degree of backache that I will have to live with.
9) My inability to trust. It's somewhat linked to no.7, but it's also caused by some bad experience in my past relationships with men. I wish I could learn to give my trust wholeheartedly to X but I just can't. My past experience has shaped my belief that men cannot be trusted and I need to protect myself just in case. Because people change and so do feelings.
10) My fear of bugs. I have an insane fear of bugs, big or small. Dragonflies are the worst. I freak out big time and scream like a lunatic even in public whenever I see them. Super unglam LOL.
Ok that's it. Goodbye!
