Didn't feel very good today because I felt reaaalllly tired so I was extremely temperamental towards X when I met him. The truth is, I know I wouldn't be seeing him for quite awhile again and the pang of separation had hit me even before it had actually happened=(

Yet seeing all these pictures from our holiday together in March kinda lifted my spirits because whilst the holiday hadn't really been all that smooth-sailing, I still cherish our moments together...which seems to be getting rarer and rarer. *sighs*

I only wish for more time with X, because as someone pointed out to me, meeting each other on an average of 4 times a month isn't very healthy for our relationship. I agree. In fact, it's DETRIMENTAL. But instead of bitching about it all the time, I've decided to be a little more proactive in doing something about it.

Here are the pictures that made me smile, and also reminded me of how much I love X and how lucky we are to have each other=)





















And I just found another song I love. It's for you, X.


You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
when I can't fall asleep.
You're the field
in the middle of the city.
When I'm rushing by
at the speed of light.

You're the strong resolution
when I find no peace.
You're the church bells ringing
in the evening.
When all is quiet,
You whisper comfort
lifts my heart.
I get so weak.

Ohhh.... You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe."
Dedicating this song to X =)



It's from Avril's latest album and this song is 'I love you'. Yeah kinda cheesy I know, but I like the lyrics...

"I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you."