Had a very simple birthday last week. X came over and we lazed the day away cuz I  had to fly off for work that very night.

"If I could have just one birthday wish, it would be to spend more time with my loved ones."
Got this huge ass bruise during work. *sigh* Wondering how long it's gonna take for this to heal and meanwhile, I'm looking for stuff to wear that will cover it. The problem is, I hate wearing pants and jeans and maxi dresses=/.
Random camwhore picture. I think I look very young here haha!
There was a 15% discount for all purchases at the 'Warehouse' store in London, and these are regrettably my impulse buys.



Was complaining to the bf that my hair sticks out on the right side now after the haircut. It happens when my hair is sliced too thinly. The hairstylist told me to use a straightening iron but I am far too lazy for that. Hence I'm experimenting with tying my hair up.I know X likes me better with my hair up anyway!

FYI: I have BIG news. Finally set a date for our solemnization in January next year. I just wanna get the formalities over and done with and I guess I'm just very different from other brides that way. No hassle over what wedding gown to choose, what the bridesmaids should wear, which hotel to host a banquet, none of that for me thank you! It will be an extremely low-key and private affair and I guess I'm more focused on reality. Call me a wet blanket or a pessimist, but the truth is - marriage does not guarantee happiness. I am aware that X and I have had a lot of issues all along and who knows what will happen even after we say those vows? Ultimately I just want to prepare X for the reality that life will not be a walk in the park or a bed of roses. I want him to know what he's getting into.

Deep down, I guess I'm just afraid that things may not work out and that he will regret it.

*sigh*

I guess my biggest problem is MYSELF.