Pictures & some rambling.
POSTED ON Thursday, February 24, 2011 AT 1:20 AM \\
Random pictures of everything I wanted to blog about but never got down to doing so...


The yummy 排骨飯 in Taipei!


Absolute Thai@Century Square with X

Desserts from Canele@Raffles City

Huge ASS burger in Auckland!!! Taste was disappointing though=/



Great pasta. Forgot the name of the place but it was somewhere near One Raffles Quay.

The little cabinet that I bought from IKEA and X helped assemble.

IKEA : Having dinner with my furry friends!
X and I watched 3 movies over the past few days - Black Swan, 127 Hours and No Strings Attached. All very different movies I know, and I do have a vast appetite for all sorts of movies. So lucky for me, I'd found someone like X who shares my passion for movies and I definitely appreciate that he's not the kinda guy who only likes a certain genre.
Black Swan was a really dark movie and although it has received plenty of rave reviews, I can't say that I really liked it. But the character portrayed by Natalie Portman definitely struck a chord in me because I am in many ways like Nina Sayers. I am emotionally fragile and pretty much a control freak and there was also a time where I almost spiraled out of control because of all that. Though I never got to the point of sprouting feathers and webbed feet and other hallucinations(thankfully), it was still a rather dark period of my life that I pray will never happen again. So I'll rather stick to feel-good movies anytime and 127 hours was that inspirational kinda movie which I prefer.
I'm pretty much brain-dead now so I'm just gonna stop here. Gdnite!
Self-doubt is a terrible thing.
POSTED ON Tuesday, February 15, 2011 AT 4:08 PM \\
To those who think Valentine's Day is a big deal - Happy Belated Valentine's Day.
Personally I'm not into celebrating occasions such as anniversaries and birthdays, so it comes as no surprise that I think Valentine's Day is kinda, well, stupid. No offense, but isn't Valentine's day just some ruse that a scheming sales company cooked up to line their own pockets?
It's been my third year together with X now and come to think of it, we've never celebrated Valentine's Day and I actually spent yesterday alone in a cold, foreign country watching TV in my hotel room.
Even worse, I had an argument with X over skype that left me in tears and self-doubt once again. For those of you reading this, I'm not in a 'self-pity' mode just because I had to be alone on Valentine's Day. I'm only sorry that I quarreled with X and I hate myself for doubting myself once again.
When we argued yesterday X said that I'm 'consisently defiant' and I was really hurt by the comment. Not because the comment wasn't true - but because he knew that was what I'd always been like even before we got together and yet he loathes my 'defiance' now.
I'm very aware of the shortcomings I have - I'm SUPER stubborn, hot-headed,argumentative, impulsive, angsty and brutally honest amongst alot of other things. I'm not docile, sweet, 'sunshiney', I don't have a placid nature and I give sh*t to other people who try to give me crap.
So I suck and I made this very clear to X when he wanted to be with me and I didn't want to be with him. But his persistence finally won me over after a year and even though most of the time now we're very happy - I can't help but wonder if he really wants to be with someone like me for the rest of his life.
I know X is sorry for the things he said and I know he's worried that my so-called 'defiance' will land me in trouble someday, but this self-doubt isn't something that goes away with an apology. Most of the time I feel some sort of inadequacy within myself and maybe that's why I always feel like our relationship isn't very healthy or balanced.
It's like I want him more than he wants me.
Pictures & some rambling.
POSTED ON Thursday, February 24, 2011 AT 1:20 AM \\
Random pictures of everything I wanted to blog about but never got down to doing so...


The yummy 排骨飯 in Taipei!


Absolute Thai@Century Square with X

Desserts from Canele@Raffles City

Huge ASS burger in Auckland!!! Taste was disappointing though=/



Great pasta. Forgot the name of the place but it was somewhere near One Raffles Quay.

The little cabinet that I bought from IKEA and X helped assemble.

IKEA : Having dinner with my furry friends!
X and I watched 3 movies over the past few days - Black Swan, 127 Hours and No Strings Attached. All very different movies I know, and I do have a vast appetite for all sorts of movies. So lucky for me, I'd found someone like X who shares my passion for movies and I definitely appreciate that he's not the kinda guy who only likes a certain genre.
Black Swan was a really dark movie and although it has received plenty of rave reviews, I can't say that I really liked it. But the character portrayed by Natalie Portman definitely struck a chord in me because I am in many ways like Nina Sayers. I am emotionally fragile and pretty much a control freak and there was also a time where I almost spiraled out of control because of all that. Though I never got to the point of sprouting feathers and webbed feet and other hallucinations(thankfully), it was still a rather dark period of my life that I pray will never happen again. So I'll rather stick to feel-good movies anytime and 127 hours was that inspirational kinda movie which I prefer.
I'm pretty much brain-dead now so I'm just gonna stop here. Gdnite!
Self-doubt is a terrible thing.
POSTED ON Tuesday, February 15, 2011 AT 4:08 PM \\
To those who think Valentine's Day is a big deal - Happy Belated Valentine's Day.
Personally I'm not into celebrating occasions such as anniversaries and birthdays, so it comes as no surprise that I think Valentine's Day is kinda, well, stupid. No offense, but isn't Valentine's day just some ruse that a scheming sales company cooked up to line their own pockets?
It's been my third year together with X now and come to think of it, we've never celebrated Valentine's Day and I actually spent yesterday alone in a cold, foreign country watching TV in my hotel room.
Even worse, I had an argument with X over skype that left me in tears and self-doubt once again. For those of you reading this, I'm not in a 'self-pity' mode just because I had to be alone on Valentine's Day. I'm only sorry that I quarreled with X and I hate myself for doubting myself once again.
When we argued yesterday X said that I'm 'consisently defiant' and I was really hurt by the comment. Not because the comment wasn't true - but because he knew that was what I'd always been like even before we got together and yet he loathes my 'defiance' now.
I'm very aware of the shortcomings I have - I'm SUPER stubborn, hot-headed,argumentative, impulsive, angsty and brutally honest amongst alot of other things. I'm not docile, sweet, 'sunshiney', I don't have a placid nature and I give sh*t to other people who try to give me crap.
So I suck and I made this very clear to X when he wanted to be with me and I didn't want to be with him. But his persistence finally won me over after a year and even though most of the time now we're very happy - I can't help but wonder if he really wants to be with someone like me for the rest of his life.
I know X is sorry for the things he said and I know he's worried that my so-called 'defiance' will land me in trouble someday, but this self-doubt isn't something that goes away with an apology. Most of the time I feel some sort of inadequacy within myself and maybe that's why I always feel like our relationship isn't very healthy or balanced.
It's like I want him more than he wants me.
Lil' Ms Bitchy
About Me ♥
♥ Born Oct 8
♥ A skeptic, a jaded cynic,
not a complicated woman,
just very good at complicating things
♥ Hobbies:
*Shopping!
*Reading fluff
*Movies of almost any genre except slasher flicks
*Karaoke
*Lazing in bed
*Blogging
*Watching mindless TV
♥ LOVES:
*Family!
*Coffee
*Anything chocolate
*McCafe frappes
*Junk food
*Red meat
*Lip gloss
*The smell of new books!
*Big words
*Camwhoring
*Edward Cullen
*Mr. X=D
♥ HATES:
*Queue-cutters!
*Animal cruelty
*Violence
*Polygamy
*Injustice of ANY kind, big or small
*Being misunderstood/judged=/
*Not being able to stand up for herself
*Traffic jams
*Exorbitant ERP
*Being lied to
*Getting my heart broken
*Fighting with X=/
*Feeling insecure
*Double standards
♥ WHAT YOU MAY NOT KNOW:
*I have a nasty temper
*I'm unbelievably stubborn
*I'm unladylike, contrary to my appearance
*I hate veggies
*I don't cook
*I'm effectively bilingual
*I'm not exactly fond of children
*I'm actually really insecure
*I'm a finicky eater
*I hate wedding dinners
*I'm not a romantic, though I want to believe
*I love Guitar Hero
*I want an iPhone!
*I can be clingy when in a relationship
*It takes me really long to get into/over a relationship
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