It's only Wednesday tomorrow, but this is already shaping up to be the worst week I've had so far since starting my new 'job'.

I've broke down in tears 2 days in a row, and call me a crybaby if you will but this is the way I deal with my emotions.

I cry not because I'm scared, since I'm not the least bit scared by verbal threats of reporting me to my 'manager'. I cry not because I want sympathy, even if YOU are capable of mustering up some level of sympathy which I highly doubt so.

It took me every ounce of my willpower not to make a retort when confronted with a situation which made me feel that I was almost being bullied. But I have a freaking limit when it comes to tolerance and if YOU push me again, I will push back. Write to my manager if you wish, if you feel you have a case, but I'm a smart individual and I'm not afraid of any investigation with regards to my suitability for the job.

Whilst I understand that every person has a different style of delivery in teaching methods, NOT respecting me as a trainee/student means I will NOT accord you any respect as well. I will listen and absorb your teachings to the best of my ability, but I will curse & swear all the same. Being strict and being nasty is a thin line, and once I think you've crossed my line, THAT'S IT!

I'M NO F**KING PUSHOVER!!!