Maybe its time to let go.
POSTED ON Saturday, December 12, 2009 AT 5:58 PM \\
You have no idea who much it hurts whenever you tell me the answer is NO.

I can literally feel my heart sinking to my stomach. I try to hold back my tears and tell myself that it's ok & I can wait but I dunno how long I can carry on pretending.

Or maybe it's time to stop pretending.

How I wish I were the girl, the normal type of girl, who can make you say 'yes'.