Not a jolly good Xmas=/
POSTED ON Tuesday, December 15, 2009 AT 10:59 PM \\
I'm not proud of my behavior recently & I know I dun deserve the love & understanding that my family & X has given me.

I'm really sorry I allowed the devil in me to rear its head again. I regret causing everyone worry & strain with my issues.

I resolve not to be such a B**CH ever again & I shall learn to 'control' myself.

Despite my terrible behavior, X showered me with a huge load of Xmas stash.=/ I SO DO NOT deserve it but here it is:
It's a Beauty Talk package consisting of the OxyMask, OxySolution Mousse & OxyAqua gel moisturiser plus a lot of sample size products from their new GHK-Cu range. The purple box on the left is the GHK-cu eye gel and the extreme right box is a whitening mud mask, all recommended by 'Nu ren wo zui da'. I admit that I'm quite the facial care junkie but the entire stash which amounted to over 300 bucks was too much for me & absurd as it may sound, I got pretty angry with X for spending his money on me cuz I'm simply the type of girl who prefers to be self-sufficient by earning & spending her own keep. Any gift above $50 to me is too extravagant & I know its sounds mercenary to talk about monetary value when its a present but I somehow feel like its a breach of my principles=/
Plus I dun deserve anything because I haven't been a good girl.

To assuage the imbalance I'm feeling right now, I think I better go hunt for an appropriate gift for X too.

X & I went to I-Caramel last week & I really like the place cuz the ambience is so much better than say, Starbucks or Coffee Bean. For one thing, there are no noisy students & no annoying inconsiderate people hogging seats watching programs or surfing the net with their stupid laptops! I ended up with the Ice Mocha cuz their ice-blended weren't available for some reason & also had the Strawberry shortcake. X had his usual latte with a Tiramisu.

The cakes looked really yummy!:

I have to say the cakes taste better than their drinks though, cuz I'm sorely disappointed with my Ice Mocha. It had barely a hint of mocha flavor in it & was overall rather bland. I'd still like to try their ice-blends next time anyway=)

Time to shop for last minute presents for my parents & X. I already got my sis a wallet which she's already using but I'm really stumped about what to get for my dad & X.

*sigh* I hope I get some inspiration soon.