I haven't been blogging for the past 2 weeks or so & then now i see that the problem of not being able to upload photos is back.

Nvm. Since i went back to work i haven't had time to upload my photos from my BKK trip as well.

I didn't really go crazy on the shopping in BKK cuz i'm really tight on wardrobe space at home. I did buy some stuff that i'd definitely wear such as tank tops & sandals, plus a few bags. Everything there cost like 100-200 baht only, which is only at most S$10. SO freaking cheappp!!! I'm definitely going back there again soon! My dad was quite sporting abt tagging along during our shopping sprees - he managed to survive 2 hrs @ Chatuchak, which is considered quite a feat haha.

Emotionally, things r shaky at best. For the curious - X & i have decided to work things out & i know alot of effort will have to come from me. No more empty promises & no more taking him for granted. Remember the scene in 'Sex & the City: The Movie' when Carrie saw Big at the end & the moment they saw each other they embraced & somehow knew that everything btwn them wld be alright? I wish i feel that way but i don't cuz life really isn't like a movie. Nonetheless i'm really willing to make things work, as i've said so umpteen times in my blog.

During my break from work i had alot of time to reflect & whilst i dun really hv a perfect answer to explain what has happened to me, I do realise that i allowed alot of my problems to accumulate which finally caused me to breakdown. The main thing i need to do now is to take care of my emotional well-being before tackling anything else. I should learn to recognise possible triggers & build up my defense against them. Thankfully the research i've read mentioned that emotional stability will improve over time & eventually most ppl grow out of such emotional problems. That kinda makes me feel positive.

I'm really thankful that i have the support of my family & friends, & i'm also glad that Mr. X hasn't given up on me either - cuz i'm not sure i would be as magnaminous if i were in his shoes.