Rantings & musings
POSTED ON Monday, August 10, 2009 AT 4:37 PM \\
Okay...I finally realised that the Blogger problem was only on my laptop, & i can't figure out why. I guess i just have to do my blogging on my home PC instead=/
First of all, HAPPY BELATED B'DAY SINGAPORE!
Although i'm not really a big fan of the NDP, i did catch some of the highlights on the news later on & the celebratory atmosphere is infectious somehow. Makes me proud to be Singaporean, & prouder still of my country. I've always known that Singapore is my home which i'll never leave no matter how colourful or exciting the huge world out there may be cuz home is where the heart is=)
Due to some events taking place this week plus the post National Day makeup holiday today, I'll only be working on Thursday & i'm super glad for some R&R this week! Gonna take the time to catch up on some sleep, as well as some reading. Got a ton of bks from the library that have been left unread for damn long, & my sis had to go renew them for me. Plus i'm gonna catch up on movies that i really wanna catch but haven due to lack of time. Not sure if 'Public Enemies' is still showing, & I wanna watch 'The Hangover' & 'Where got ghost?' too!
I went to catch 'Up' at Bishan on Sat night cuz that's Mr. X's usual haunt & for me, a chance to escape the crowds in town on a weekend. It was still blardy crowded anyway & i got into a quarrel with this disgruntled auntie who was damn KP just bcuz i took the chair from her table w/o asking at Toast Box.
Granted i should have asked whether the chair was taken anot instead of presuming it was available just bcuz her name wasn't written on it. But seriously she didn have to exclaim loudly 'that girl ah, try to take ur chair w/ asking' when the person came back from placing their order. It's seriously asking for it & i know everyone else will go 'tsk tsk' at my attitude but i don't care so i just exploded at her. That chair did not have her name on it so just get over it. It's just a f**king chair. Mr. X had to pull me away cuz he was afraid i would do some real harm to them but duh. I know the law & i won't soil my hands by going near them. Who wants to get H1N1 from a bunch of swines anyway?
"Say what u say, do what u do, feel what u feel, as long as its real.
Take what u take, give what u give, just be what u want, as long as its real."
That's just who i am.
'Up' was a really good movie & i'm glad i watched it instead of letting that unpleasant incident spoil the show for me. It was so touching & heartwarming that i cried, which is nothing surprising cuz i always cry anyway. Weird huh. I can be such a spitfire one moment, then a 'hum-bao' the next.
I know i'm a very emotional person and i express my feelings very openly. I have no intention of hiding how i feel abt anything at all and i guess this can be good or bad, depending on the situation. People have said that i'm 敢爱敢恨 and i guess they're right. Some ppl say i'm too needy when i'm in a relationship but i dun care. When i love someone i give my ALL. I've been hurt damn badly previously but still i'm like that. I will still love that person deeply without holding back & i would give my heart & soul just to make it work. But of course i only do that now if i'm sure the relationship is worth it & when my feelings r reciprocated instead of loving blindly like i used to.
Anyway Mr. X bought me some goodies from Nagoya last week.


Yippeee... Fancl's Tense-up EX collagen drink! My cousin's recommendation - she said her complexion really became more supple after drinking it!

He got me the pore essence from Fancl as well...Sam's recommendation! Apparently it really works for minimizing pores but sadly she said the results stopped after 2 mths or so. Oh well. I've been using it for the past few days & i think my pores r visibly less noticeable too.

This was a dubious gift cuz it's a teeny Hello Kitty lock & when i saw it i was like 'what do u want me to use this for?' & he said it was just a random buy cuz he knows i like the cat-without-a-mouth. keke!
I really really appreciate everything Mr. X does for me & i know i should be so lucky. It's just that i always allow my cynicism, skepticism, pessimism to override everytime. *sigh* I know that alot of changes/improvements on this relationship will have to come from me & how willing I am to put the past aside & focus on building a better future & I WILL OK. It's not 'I'll TRY'. It's I WILL!!!
Rantings & musings
POSTED ON Monday, August 10, 2009 AT 4:37 PM \\
Okay...I finally realised that the Blogger problem was only on my laptop, & i can't figure out why. I guess i just have to do my blogging on my home PC instead=/
First of all, HAPPY BELATED B'DAY SINGAPORE!
Although i'm not really a big fan of the NDP, i did catch some of the highlights on the news later on & the celebratory atmosphere is infectious somehow. Makes me proud to be Singaporean, & prouder still of my country. I've always known that Singapore is my home which i'll never leave no matter how colourful or exciting the huge world out there may be cuz home is where the heart is=)
Due to some events taking place this week plus the post National Day makeup holiday today, I'll only be working on Thursday & i'm super glad for some R&R this week! Gonna take the time to catch up on some sleep, as well as some reading. Got a ton of bks from the library that have been left unread for damn long, & my sis had to go renew them for me. Plus i'm gonna catch up on movies that i really wanna catch but haven due to lack of time. Not sure if 'Public Enemies' is still showing, & I wanna watch 'The Hangover' & 'Where got ghost?' too!
I went to catch 'Up' at Bishan on Sat night cuz that's Mr. X's usual haunt & for me, a chance to escape the crowds in town on a weekend. It was still blardy crowded anyway & i got into a quarrel with this disgruntled auntie who was damn KP just bcuz i took the chair from her table w/o asking at Toast Box.
Granted i should have asked whether the chair was taken anot instead of presuming it was available just bcuz her name wasn't written on it. But seriously she didn have to exclaim loudly 'that girl ah, try to take ur chair w/ asking' when the person came back from placing their order. It's seriously asking for it & i know everyone else will go 'tsk tsk' at my attitude but i don't care so i just exploded at her. That chair did not have her name on it so just get over it. It's just a f**king chair. Mr. X had to pull me away cuz he was afraid i would do some real harm to them but duh. I know the law & i won't soil my hands by going near them. Who wants to get H1N1 from a bunch of swines anyway?
"Say what u say, do what u do, feel what u feel, as long as its real.
Take what u take, give what u give, just be what u want, as long as its real."
That's just who i am.
'Up' was a really good movie & i'm glad i watched it instead of letting that unpleasant incident spoil the show for me. It was so touching & heartwarming that i cried, which is nothing surprising cuz i always cry anyway. Weird huh. I can be such a spitfire one moment, then a 'hum-bao' the next.
I know i'm a very emotional person and i express my feelings very openly. I have no intention of hiding how i feel abt anything at all and i guess this can be good or bad, depending on the situation. People have said that i'm 敢爱敢恨 and i guess they're right. Some ppl say i'm too needy when i'm in a relationship but i dun care. When i love someone i give my ALL. I've been hurt damn badly previously but still i'm like that. I will still love that person deeply without holding back & i would give my heart & soul just to make it work. But of course i only do that now if i'm sure the relationship is worth it & when my feelings r reciprocated instead of loving blindly like i used to.
Anyway Mr. X bought me some goodies from Nagoya last week.


Yippeee... Fancl's Tense-up EX collagen drink! My cousin's recommendation - she said her complexion really became more supple after drinking it!

He got me the pore essence from Fancl as well...Sam's recommendation! Apparently it really works for minimizing pores but sadly she said the results stopped after 2 mths or so. Oh well. I've been using it for the past few days & i think my pores r visibly less noticeable too.

This was a dubious gift cuz it's a teeny Hello Kitty lock & when i saw it i was like 'what do u want me to use this for?' & he said it was just a random buy cuz he knows i like the cat-without-a-mouth. keke!
I really really appreciate everything Mr. X does for me & i know i should be so lucky. It's just that i always allow my cynicism, skepticism, pessimism to override everytime. *sigh* I know that alot of changes/improvements on this relationship will have to come from me & how willing I am to put the past aside & focus on building a better future & I WILL OK. It's not 'I'll TRY'. It's I WILL!!!
Lil' Ms Bitchy
About Me ♥
♥ Born Oct 8
♥ A skeptic, a jaded cynic,
not a complicated woman,
just very good at complicating things
♥ Hobbies:
*Shopping!
*Reading fluff
*Movies of almost any genre except slasher flicks
*Karaoke
*Lazing in bed
*Blogging
*Watching mindless TV
♥ LOVES:
*Family!
*Coffee
*Anything chocolate
*McCafe frappes
*Junk food
*Red meat
*Lip gloss
*The smell of new books!
*Big words
*Camwhoring
*Edward Cullen
*Mr. X=D
♥ HATES:
*Queue-cutters!
*Animal cruelty
*Violence
*Polygamy
*Injustice of ANY kind, big or small
*Being misunderstood/judged=/
*Not being able to stand up for herself
*Traffic jams
*Exorbitant ERP
*Being lied to
*Getting my heart broken
*Fighting with X=/
*Feeling insecure
*Double standards
♥ WHAT YOU MAY NOT KNOW:
*I have a nasty temper
*I'm unbelievably stubborn
*I'm unladylike, contrary to my appearance
*I hate veggies
*I don't cook
*I'm effectively bilingual
*I'm not exactly fond of children
*I'm actually really insecure
*I'm a finicky eater
*I hate wedding dinners
*I'm not a romantic, though I want to believe
*I love Guitar Hero
*I want an iPhone!
*I can be clingy when in a relationship
*It takes me really long to get into/over a relationship
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