I'm seriously feeling crabby these days & maybe it's really hard to find someone who wld understand how i feel. Imagine a brother who does nothing but plays computer games throughout the night, who stays at home with his so-called girlfriend(who also seems to hv nothing better to do) all day, who drops outta school & is just content to spend his time not doing anything at all?

I'm not a judgemental person. I'm really not. I can understand dropping outta sch if he really can't cope. I can understand everyone needs leisure-time. For me its shopping & for him its computer games. I can understand wanting to spend time with ur gf. But what i can't understand is his lack of motivation to do anything abt his life & his goddamn attitude. As if everyone else owes him when we've done our best to help. If i didn't care, i wouldn't bother going to his sch, speaking to his lecturers, drafting various appeal letters to the school director all in the hopes that we could come up with a solution for him to complete his education.

Maybe at 18 he thinks he has the world in his hands. We all know how it feels to be young & foolish. Hell i was that way too but i never underestimated the importance of getting my paper qualifications nor did i ever overestimate myself. I dun comprehend how he could blame everyone else for being 'on his back' & for his predicament. He chose his own path, made his own choice & now he blames everyone for trying to point him in the right direction? Talk abt gratitude. I even got beat up by my dad for being overly-harsh in critiquing my brother which was why i left home for 2 months & yet he acts like he's the victim.

So when i say I can't stand my brother, i dun appreciate comments like 'LOL. Must love ur bro,it's the family thing' cuz its annoying. When u dunno something, just keep quiet.